i just started my blog. so i feel like a little bit nob with all the captions and buttons. something that forces me to create my own blog is my MONOLOGUE. i don't feel like anything that i've faced everyday, need to tell to my friends. some yes... but some are not necessary. so i just keep in and let it be. hahahahaha... at the end all those things that keep spinning round in my head become redundant. don't know where should i share. so, for me blog is the best place even it quite old.
every single day, i keep thinking with peoples around me. there are various kind of people i've met every single week. when i felt so uncomfortable, i keep thinking is it comes from myself or maybe the problem is they are actually "unpleasent people" that make me so so so so and soooooo awkward... aaagghhhhhhh i dont know. and this kind of people i have too meet everyday. actually ive tried my best to have a good conversation and bonding but i feel like it just waste my time. even ive tried my best, but i still feel the same. nothing gonna be change.


kadang-kadang kita kene fikir balik. hubungan kita dengan Allah.. kalau elok hubungan kita dengan Allah, elok la hubungan kita dengan semua orang. kalau something wrong some where and even they didnt have nothing wrong, sebabnya hubungan kita dengan Allah ade masalah. so jangan salahkan orang. cuba perbaiki diri untuk menjadi orang yang lebih baik.